Saturday, March 22, 2008

Every Prisoner Was Once A Child

There are billions of emotionally and psychologically troubled people in this world, but they all began as little children, and little children are very rarely born with emotional or psychological problems.

Children, for the most part, are born with a blank slate. Being raised with the rare and true quality of love, which embodies patience, understanding and kindness, gives children a real fighting chance to off-set the tremendous pressure to conform to the craziness imposed by the world outside the home.

But if the parents are as mad as the outside world, what chance does a child have?

Some children are weak in constitution and will simply conform. Most die that way, except for a few lucky ones. The brighter souls rebel at the imposition though they almost always fail to be creative in the rebellion, and so end up just as crazy, mad, impatient and violent as the object of the rebellion in spite of not wanting to be. The jails and mental institutions are filled with these, though most are doomed to life in the jail cell of their thinking mind.

But teach the conformist or the rebel two things and they can recover. Stop resenting the madness seen around them, because resentment is the singular most dangerous emotion that makes you just as mad, crazy and violent as what you resent. You must also come to see how who you have become identified with is an impostor self implanted within you, mainly by your resentment, which displaced the real you.

Resentment opens the portal of your mind and allows infection and infestation to enter in. That is how evil works, it tempts you to hate it, and when you do it gets inside you and grows up in you. It is for this reason that Jesus said "do not hate your enemy, overcome them with good" He was warning you about not opening your mind to evil, which is exactly what resentment does.

Through resentment you have grown up to become like the very thing you hated outside yourself, but drop resentment and learn to be still, learn to watch your reactions to people, places and things, and the power of self observation will begin to separate you from your imposed conditioning. In this way, you will recover from that conditioning and grow into the self you were meant to be.

Your connection to the love within was lost through negative reaction to things outside yourself. But, and this is the good news, love is restored within as you drop negative reaction to things . At this moment, stop looking outside yourself for anything; not for love, not for understanding. The only thing truly meaningful is found within you; in the quiet stillness between your thoughts. Watch your thoughts often and always cultivate the stillness between them. Allow the stillness to grow and in this way you will reconnect with Love, even as you disconnect from the imposed conditioned self you were never meant to be. Seek and you will find when you do, your life will change for the better and will unfold and flower from within into the self you were always meant to be.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wise words. I pray daily that I will be the kind of spiritual guide that will lead my 2 little ones to healthy spiritual adulthood.

I am also a pastor (so I feel even more pressure in this) in the North Carolina region and about once a month I do a link exchange with about 10 other blogs I've read and like (and would like to give a boost to).

If you would be interested, first check out my blog at www.robsingleton.net to see if you like it enough and let me know that you have linked to me or blogrolled me and I will do the same.

email is, robtherev@gmail.com

Thanks,

Pastor Rob

Rick Hurst said...

Hi Rob,

I checked out your site. Even though you are, as you say, an evangelical conservative christian, I love your open mind. You are strong enough in your faith that it is not threatened by other beliefs or ideas. That's very cool.

I believe you when you say that you want to be right for your children. Do you meditate in any way? The christian faith has a long history in centering prayer/meditation that allows your ego to die, or as you might say, to be crucified, so that Love and Wisdom can have Their Way through you without obstruction.

In any case, thanks for the invite and many blessings on your journey.

Anonymous said...

"Resentment opens the portal of your ming and allows infection and infestation to enter in"

Yes, thats exactly right. You've describe the process well. Here is how the evil got to me, and how I became like what I hated.
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One morning when I was about 5 years old my younger brother (3 years old at that time ) and I were playing with wooden blocks in our bedroom. Vaguely I recall Mom and Dad had been fighting.Dad left the house and my brother and I continued playing with the wooden blocks. Mom came into the bedroom screaming, “I told you kids not to play with those blocks”. My brother said “run” and we both ran into different parts of the house. Mom cornered him in the service porch and I heard the screams as she beat him. Then there was a sinister silence. Then she came flying into the living room in a boiling rage “Now, its your turn” she said. And ,indeed,it was my turn.She held me tight with one arm and hit me with full force as I looked into her face. And it was a look of hatred I saw there. The beating seemed like it lasted forever. Every time she hit me my hate started to grow more intense..Her face was burned into my memory with hate. Finally, it was over and I crumpled to the ground in relief.That evening my Father came home. Mom met him at the door and said:. “The children have been really bad today”. Dad pointed to my bedroom and said in a loud disapproving tone,“Go to your room”.I was sent to my room for punishment. In my room I thought of the injustice of what was happening and I was filled with a consuming hatred toward my father. In one day Mom had introduced me to injustice, corrupted me with a spirit of hate, and turned me against my father.

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Rick Hurst said...

That is a horrendous story of abuse but one that, unfortunately, happens far too often and in more situations than we know. It is how the spore of evil is passed from one generation to the next.

But the good news is that there is a way out...a way back. Realize in the deepest part of you that it was not your parents at all that did that to you, but a spore identity that grew up in them, that took them over and acted through them, and you will be able to forgive them, and so become free.